I Never Knew

I never knew
what pain an sorrow
was til I met you
I never knew
how much I could hurt inside
til I met you
I never knew
what hell was like
til I met you
I never knew
I could cry so many tears
til I met you
I never knew
what pain and sorrow
was til I met you

Games

Games
Things you play
To past time away
When you're bored in life
And want a change
Something to do...
(I call it)
Games
Strategies
Techniques
Are all part of play
Games Like in Life
Go on;
Every Day
Games are just games
Things that you play
Winners and losers
Are the same
It really doesn't matter
cause its just...
A game!

Anticipation

I'm an Anticipator
thats what I do
I sit and wait
like a waiter;
waiting on you
Anticipating
for my dreams to come true
I'm an Anticipator
thats what I do
and I live in an
Anticipatory
that I call my room
there, I sit and wait
all day; all night
Anticipating
for my dreams to come true
my goals to be reached
and the love of my life
to make me complete
to all come together
oneday; be my life
Anticipating
I'm an anticipator
this is what I do

Someday Soon

Someday soon
I will be gone
Someday soon
When you least expect
Someday soon
You'll live and regret
Someday soon
You'll realize what you had
Someday soon
You'll want me back
Someday soon
It'll be too late
Someday soon
I'm gonna start with a clean slate
Someday soon
I'll forget all about you
Someday soon
You'll wish you hadn't made that mistake
Someday soon
When you least expect
Someday soon
You will live and regret!

Life

Disapproval
Disappointment
Lies
Heartache
Pain
Lust
Betrayal
Ignorance
Shame
Respect
Disrespect
No Respect
Sick Games
Trust
No Trust
Love
No Love
Waiting
Wanting
Hoping
Dreaming
Never getting
Not achieving
Confused
Used
Tears
Fears
Mistakes
Over the years
Life

A Special Baby

My special baby
Is like no other
Its undeveloped
And I'm it's mother
My special baby
Means the world to me
She's my hope
A new beginning
And everything I need
She represents my dreams
That haven't yet begun to be
My love for her is
Undying; never ending
She's a work of Art
My greatest masterpiece
No matter what she grows to be
To me she'll always be
A little miracle; heaven sent
A special gift
My own little angel;
My dear, sweet child
Special, unique, individual
My baby;
So sweet
Oh, soo Special to me!

What If?

What If....
I made a mistake
What If...
there's a high price to pay
What If....
It ruins my life
What If...
I can't turn back the hands of time
What If....
by a cruel twist of fate;
my life ends today
What If...
I see a pink plus sign
What If...
he stops coming around
What If...
he leaves me all alone
What If..
there's no love
What If...
my bright future dims
What If...
I'm convicted of my sins
What If...
In nine more months; there's no way out
What If...
before I'm 18
before I've lived
What If...
I'm pregnant
What then?

Thump

Thump
Thump
My heart goes
Thump
Thump
Each second
Each step
You're near
Thump
Thump
It only works
It only stumps
When you're here

To Whom It May Concern

To whom it may concern
I am going places
I am going to be someone
I am going to prove you all wrong
wherever I may go
whatever I might do
I will be someone
No matter what happens to me
the past; the future
what I've done
I still will be someone
I will prove you wrong
To whom it may concern
I am going to be someone